Life is not always a perfect one so be happy with whatever you have – It’s more like shining gold.

Someone once told me~’To live is life’. It’s true that life doesn’t always give us what we want. Sitting in a frustrated mood and hearing indistinct chatters coming from the kitchen. Being a 21 years old girl, I still have to ask permissions from my parents for whatever I do. And there, my cousins, must be bursting out of laughter and enjoying their night-outs. Parents think for the betterment of their kids and keeping this in mind, I’m trying to fake my grumpy mood. I shouldn’t be complaining though; since my exams are near and the days are approaching so fast like long distant big waves are ready to engulf small boats. When I’m idle at home the 24 hours are like a century and when I have exams it’s totally the opposite. We have to admit that whatever we want in life never comes easy.

Initially I was like, once i complete my education I’ll find myself a rich man and sitting leisurely; I shall enjoy all the comforts. I’m pretty sure that there might be other girls who would have this similar kinda mindset. Then later I realized, it won’t be my success. Taking an elevator to attain success is always temporary. The speed that you would want to fly the sky, it’s with the same speed that you would fall. It’s only when you will take stairs that you will be satisfied. Dreams are dreams and once attaining them, the satisfaction is undefinable. So better is, I keep chasing the dreams with my effort until I don’t get it.

We people, we are never satisfied with whatever we have. We always crave for more and more and tend to become greedy. Well, I’ve stopped! I have a fate and I have to accept it the way it is. Whether it would be proven to be lucky or unlucky. If God has created me, then he must have surely decided my fate. Life can be exquisite only if you know how to add colors to it. You are solely responsible for your own happiness and sadness. And the sooner you realize it, the better it is:)

Sailing alone

I’m sailing alone to see if

I have the capacity to cross the ocean

Following up a course, this is how I ended here. Ugh, I’m currently a level 2 university student, bombarded with leadership notes on my messy table. The only question in my mind that halted my revision was ‘Am I a leader of my own dreams?’.

Astonishingly, I don’t know. All the time I keep on daydreaming and indulging in fantasies which I greatly desire one day. Its like as if I’m still at the seashore watching the horizon and wishing I could be at the end of the sea, of what I perceive of the horizon. All I want for the time being is to complete my graduate level. What I will become later….this I don’t know but in the end all I want is to be a happy girl, successful girl, having high purchasing power, a dream car, traveling to countries I want and especially having a dressing style where some other people watching me adores the way I’m dressed. That’s a lot I know; but as Norman Vincent Peale says – “Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you’ll land among the stars.”

And here I am, sill at the seashore; ready to sail alone and in the hope to achieve what I want in the end. Well, ‘my hope’ it is actually the only line that encourages me and give me hope!

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